Blessed

Alhamdulillahirabbil'alamin
Ya Allah ya rasulullah :'''--)
Terima kasih atas berkat-Mu, bantuan malaikat yang meng-amin-kan doaku, dukungan lahir batin keluarga dan doa sahabat.
Walaupun bukan pilihan pertama, tapi aku tidak punya alasan untuk tidak bersyukur atas hasil dari kolaborasi antara usaha dan doa.
Akhirnya seorang Via Ryanti bisa sedikit menyenangkan dan membuat orang tua bangga. :')
Setelah kabar bahagia sore itu, ada lagi kabar gembira. Aku bisa mendapatkan kesempatan sekali lagi untuk meraih cita-citaku yang sebenarnya, kaget dan....... hhhh mungkin aku manusia yang sangat beruntung. :') Bismillah, insyaAllah, amin......

Dan untuk orang yang sempat aku bicarakan di cerita sebelumnya....... aku tidak tau bagaimana kelanjutannya. Satu bulan menunggu tanpa kabar dan ketidakpastian.
Tidak papa, sekarang saya lebih dari bahagia. Memiliki teman dekat dan keluarga yang lengkap, apa yang lebih membahagiakan dari ini? :')

Goodnight, memories.

See you, future.

 

Thanksgiving

Alhamdulillah...
Setelah sekian lama akhirnya bisa menulis lagi.
(Opening ► Fix You - Cold Play)

• Ujian Akhir Nasional ☑
• LULUS ☑
• SNMPTN ☑

I've tried maximally. It's time to surrender I mean give over all the result to Allah SWT. :')
God's decision is the best way I should pass. But as long as I can, I still hope my unrealistic dreams will be comes true. Amin. (yang lagi baca ini wajib bilang "Amin!" yaa :p)

Waktu berjalan, banyak hal baru terjadi dan juga banyak hal telah berubah. Namun satu yang belum berubah, yaitu sikap 'too much'-nya Via. Terlalu khawatir, terlalu pemikir, terlalu ingin tau, terlalu sayang....
Satu pergi dan satu datang, tanpa permisi.
Aku berhasil dengan mencoba untuk baik-baik saja telah diperlakukan sedemikian ini. Hurt, indeed. But I've got to get a move on with my life.
As time go by, there's somebody who makes me feel so WOW when I met him. At the first, I thought that's just an escape and the effect of usuality. The more days I spent with him, the more I feels how deep he took a place in my heart. He becomes my spirit and motivation. I love almost all things he loves. I waited for Thursday to come or the day-match when your favorite football club played, only to saw you were tweeting. But once again, prestige won. How pathetic...
I was thinking how I could make him know that they whom you don't expect. not necessarily worse than those you're fighting for. That 'routinity' already over. I have no chance to meet you again. But I don't know why, I can't stop thinking about you, sometimes I felt you around maybe caused by this nostalgia. I'm missing you, boy. Truly. What can I do? I just saw the compilation-photo-album-of-you I've made. :') At least I just can say, "InsyaAllah, if God meant it to be, it will happen at the right time. Just wait and pray." ♥

Another topic, in the same place, I also found new good people. We spent along this year together. They're also my motivation. Belajar bersama disertai celoteh canda tawa, so much happiness! Thank you guys for taking me into your circle. It makes me getting closer to him too. :')

I just can say,  thank you so much! (I can't mention one by one) THANKS!!!!
I got and learned many things in that place, I won't forget it, promise.
Tomorrow is my graduation day by the way. Wish me luck. :D
I'll always believe in my beloved God's good plans. Goodnight, 01:22.
(Closing ► I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz)