Something Confusing

Hello ... midnight ...
I felt something strange.
When I thought it out, feels so weird.
But just now I feel how strange it is. aaaaargh
Thinking what the heck am I? : __ (
I'm like walking on rough paper, dim light, and stopped at the intersection.
Everything seemed unclear!
But I really (trying) enjoy it.
Showed such a strong and cheerful person.
Yeah .. indeed .. I'm fine, just feel weird sometimes.
God I'm sorry if I'm grateful less on all blessings that You gave.
I'm trying for it.
But give me a clearer path for me through.
Show me which direction to take, and give me sign when I nearly lost.
Stop this nonsense if it is not possible to happen.
Please open my eyes to look wider.

I love You God and teach me how to love my life more..