2010, year with big dilemma for me. happiness, sadness, togetherness Kinda teen's symphony.
The end of a love story, then I've been in love again. confused, it's complicated.
2010, I got new friends, many experiences, many activities. sometimes I want to stop the time because I need more time to take some rest.
I've passed many work, about tonti, I participated event: Indonesian Idol but failed, Festival Teater Remaja with the process full of twists long but enjoyable, become organizer of MOPDB, PGK, Eleven in Tryout, Kartini's day, Eleven Nationartdictive, and joined basecamp program in trans7 too.
In September.. Holy month Ramadhan I passed many unforgettable moment. my nicest holiday in this year and my 16th birthday.
2010, there are a lot of laughter and tears. sometimes between inside and outside are different.
I smile I laugh, but inside... none knows.
I fall in love every time, but I don’t really feel it was the right one.
Many pain I felt when I was in love.
Because I just felt and don't have a bravery to tell him.
It's make me depressed every time I think about him.
Even I ain't sure yet about my feeling.
It's confusing enough... I can't tell anyone about this.
Sometimes I want him to know about my true feeling but sometimes I wouldn't.
I think I'm a teen with unstable attitudes.
I need to learn more about lovlife.
Now I wanna stop fight for him. I think I've tried hard, I'm done to loved, too tired.
I want new page, new love, new year, and be better !
Thank God, thank you, I've passed many things, many unforgettable moments. I have many new experience. I learn more. I become more mature. can't wait to meet my 2011. :)
