Idul Fitri 1432H

Alhamdulillahirabil'alamin....
I have passed beautiful Ramadhan with many joys inside.
School hours end sooner. Enjoyed woke up in the early morning to sahur. Sometimes I breaking the fast alone, but sometimes also with friends. In this moment I was able to met my old friends too. :)
All was over and the Muslims win!

From my deepest heart,

"Selamat Lebaran !!!!
Mohon Maaf Lahir batin semua."

Family time......
Maybe just once a year I can get extra ordinary family time like this, just in Lebaran moment.
My little family, mom, dad, Dio, and I, went to playground in Wisata Bahari Lamongan and Maharani Cave. Very enjoyable!
That's why I always love this one.
In Indonesia, sholat ied divided into two, and I did it on Tuesday,August 30.
But my dad's family celebrated it today in Wonorejo, Surabaya.
So proud to be a part of Marto Soedarmo big family ♥
And my mom's big family also celebrate this moment in Klaten.
I'll visit them sooner when I'm home from Surabaya.
Can't wait to meet Harto Taruna big family ♥


Hello Allah, my beloved God...
Thanks for the abundant blessings that You gave.
Feel so blessed :''--)
Hello September...
I'm waiting for the surprise in this month, I hope a lot in my 17th birthday later :"--(
Hello my dreams...
I always thinking about my future. I want a blast, I don't wanna be an average human.
Faculty of Medicine Gadjah Mada University is my biggest dream I should achieve within the near future.
Make it easy every step to achieve this, God... please... I'll try hard!
No other strength except from You, and with Your power and holiness, please accept my prayer.
Goodnight August 2011.

Dear God...

Demi apapun yang aku alami akhir-akhir ini..... :'(
Badan lagi bener-bener ga fit, sakit yang mengharuskan minum obat dan otomatis bikin 2 hari bolong pusa... sangat ngga enak rasanya!
Aku ga tau apa yang ada di pikiranku saat ini, aku bingung!
Andai saja untuk move on itu semudah menghapus 'l' dalam 'lover' hingga jadi 'over'
Aku merasakan seperti ada dvd player dalam otakku yang memutar kenangan masa lalu.
Yaampun, simpangan macam apa sih yang lagi lewatin ini?
Ini bukan aku yang biasanya. dan ini bukan dia yang biasanya.
Aku benci berada pada situasi ini !
Keadaan dengan ratusan pertanyaan bergelimpangan di kepala.
Petanyaan yang aku buat sendiri dan aku juga yang harus menjawabnya.
Dosa ngga sih kalo kita bohong? bohong sama diri sendiri......
I know You heard my prayer, God.
Stop this bullshit if it not possible to happen :"---((
Sangat susah ditebak, karena dalam dirimu.. berbohong dan jujur ga ada bedanya.
Dan aku ngga tau faktanya, apa yang aku terima selama ini kejujuran atau kebohongan.
Kamu tuh ngga jelas, dan aku capek sama yang ngga jelas.
Kamu cuman sok sok ngga galau, sok sok kuat, dan sok sok paling bener, sama diri sendiri aja ga bisa jujur, apalagi sama orang lain.
Tapi apapun itu sudah membuat aku terlanjur salah mengartikan. Stupid! hahahahahahhhhh
Andai aja menerima yang lain bisa semudah menekan tombol ctrl+C lalu ctrl+V
Seperti yang sudah aku bilang sebelumnya, kalo aku mau aku bisa aja nerima orang yang datang membawa hati. Tapi buat aku, ngga semudah itu.
Padahal satu-satunya langkah untuk move on adalah dengan menerima yang baru dan yang lain. Buka mata, hati, telinga. Tapi..... aku..... susah..... aaaargh :(
Apa sihhhhh Via Ryanti.......
Kadang aku kesel sama diri aku sendiri Tuhan, maaf.
Sekarang aku harus apa??
Aku bisa apa??
Semuanya tuh beda sekarang, dan ngga bisa diulang lagi, karena semua uda terjadi.
Aku ngga mau stuck dalam situasi menyedihkan ini.
Teach me how to survive in any condition... karena aku bukan Atlas, dewa yang kuat.
Aku cuman Via, anak 16 tahun yang masih bingung menentukan arah dan mencari apa yang betul-betul sedang aku cari.
Aku anak-Mu yang sedang kehilangan arahnya, maka tuntunlah aku kembali, God. :(


Terima kasih sudah mendengar semua.
Maaf yaaaa Allah, kali ini aku cerewet.
Demikian aku sudah berdoa, meminta, dan mengucap syukur. Amin.
Goodnight everyone, I love you....

Something Confusing

Hello ... midnight ...
I felt something strange.
When I thought it out, feels so weird.
But just now I feel how strange it is. aaaaargh
Thinking what the heck am I? : __ (
I'm like walking on rough paper, dim light, and stopped at the intersection.
Everything seemed unclear!
But I really (trying) enjoy it.
Showed such a strong and cheerful person.
Yeah .. indeed .. I'm fine, just feel weird sometimes.
God I'm sorry if I'm grateful less on all blessings that You gave.
I'm trying for it.
But give me a clearer path for me through.
Show me which direction to take, and give me sign when I nearly lost.
Stop this nonsense if it is not possible to happen.
Please open my eyes to look wider.

I love You God and teach me how to love my life more..

More Than Words

Sentimental feeling in my heart
Growing bigger stronger everyday
Every single day and every night
All of them mean more than words can say..- Mocca



First, I wanna say "HAPPY 66TH INDEPENDENCE DAY MY DEAR INDONESIA !"
So proud to be Indonesian.
A big country with hundred hidden potential.
As a young generation we just need to explore more deep that potential, and bring name of Indonesia to be more recognized in the world.
Start from a little thing like be an optimistic person and always positive thinking!
Let's try! :)

Okay, cukup ngocehnya hehe :p
Sekarang balik ke sebait lirik lagu Mocca yang aku tulis di paragraf awal..
Entah mengapa aku merasa sangat senang dengan hidupku saat ini.
Bulan Ramadhan yang alhamdulillah aku jalani dengan lancar sampai setengah jalan ini, dan berharap tuntas sampai akhir, insyaallah, amin.
Banyak sekali alasannya, mulai dari hal kecil yang membuatku tersenyum di pagi hari, serangkai tawa kecil di sepanjang siang, dan perasaan syukur tiap malam.
Aku berusaha tidak mempedulikan apa kata orang, I just do something that can makes me feels comfort.

Terima kasih untuk yang udah bikin hari-hari ini menjadi sangat menyenangkan :-* :-D
Dan syukurku yang terbesar untuk Allah atas berkatnya yang tiada tara.
Hello Via, jadilah pribadi yang lebih dewasa dalam menyikapi segala cobaan. I'm trying :)
Realize it or not, sometimes I became unstable because I just afraid of losing!
Because you all are the best gift from God. Stay close, don't go.



Well, goodnight world...
I beg a better tomorrow.
And I'm waiting for September, my favorite month. (I hope a lot)

For The Eleventh Time

"Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and the joy you bring. Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you..." - Keith Martin

Thanks for being there for me

Thanks for giving me the joys and smiles everyday

Thanks for helping me enjoy this hard life

Thanks for all the advices

Thanks for lending me your ears when I was upset

Thanks for teaching me ways to be more mature

Thanks for the love and care you showed

Thanks for correcting me when I was wrong

Thanks for helping me follow the guidelines to survive

Thanks for helping me try and cope with people around

Thanks for giving me the courage to stand up on my own

Thanks for the confidence you have in me

I'll always remember you and all the funny things you ever did

The little naughty things you ever said

Thanks once again for everything.

With lots of love and prayers,

me :--)